Whyyyyyyyyyy are all the reasonably priced Sideshow Angels on eBay the fucking Liam/Angelus version? Hell, most of them are that one regardless of price. Drunk asshole Angel is really not that interesting. Also, the outfit is horrendous. Totally accurate to the show, don’t get me wrong, just….blech.

Oh, well. I’m not planning on getting him anytime soon, anyway, but, um. Let’s just say he will eventually be necessary if I’m able to get what I’m hoping to get as my birthday-gift-to-myself.

Yes, I am a total lame-oid and avoiding saying who to hopefully avoid jinxing myself. Not that I actually believe that works, but I’m very much the “it doesn’t hurt, either” type. There is also the fact that I have had a few small wavers in my choice. I have a small list of dolls that I want to get, two of whom do not currently exist and one of those probably never will at this point. Trying to prioritize them is…eh. I mean some are easy, like the Tonners go directly to the bottom of the list due simply to the price. (The one exception being this Jacob Black doll, which thankfully turned out to be the work of a OOAK artist. Whom Tonner should totally fucking hire, because that doll rocks hard. I’m not even into Twilight, and I WANT THAT. …the weird blue-green-black hair is unfortunate, though.)

*cough* Anyway. I’ve got a three-way jostle for my next-to-buy slot. I’m mostly decided, I just keep worrying that I’ll be disappointed, and yet…I want it more than I am worried. And of the other two, one I don’t even know why I want it, and the other…I’m just not sure that I want it enough. So, yeah, crossing my fingers, and waiting for my money to come in.

So that I can spend it. Oy.