Two days till Christmas. I’m still trying to figure out where the hell the month went, let alone the year.

I’m feeling okay so far this year. Some of it may be purely material reasons. I sold a boxset I couldn’t watch for $61, and used a good chunk of the money to buy myself the Sideshow Plo Koon figure. Merry Christmas to meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Seriously, I’m smiling just typing about it. Plo! And he’s on his way to ME! YAY!

Also yay, my mother has ordered, as a combination Christmas/birthday gift, a new computer for me. It is shiny and sleek and beautiful and I fully plan on retro-grading it with XP, but just to be fair, I will force myself to actually work with the Vista for a week or so. Even though its buggy and does not play well with games and I utterly hated the five seconds I toyed with it in the store the other week. I will try it and then I will downgrade the fuck out of it.

I really hope the gifts I ordered for my mother come tomorrow. I really don’t want to make little “your gift=coming soon!” cards, and they’re not nearly as fun to open as te real thing.

So, yes, feeling mostly okay (and totally materialistic), but still a bit blah, and there’s a weird knot in my stomach that I’m trying very hard not to worry about, as that would probably only make it worse. I’d like for this to be a good Christmas. I haven’t had one in a really long time.