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Wednesday, February 26, 2003
I actually manged to stomach part of Buffy last night. It was a pretty good episode, from what I saw, but my mind is so fearful of and pained by the Buffy-verse lately that I couldn't watch it at all except in snatches. But. It looked like a decent episode. And, I think it was a rerun of the one Amelia was telling me about, because the principal -- who is startling tasty after the past principals -- tried to kill Spike, and I had to bite back a cheer. o.o;;
Sadly, no one was put out of Joss' misery, and I'm apparently going to have to be watching the Final Five episodes this season, as our darling Faith is heading over once she fixes Angel. Gah. I need Amelia for this, I really do.
And I hate it when my eyebrow ring just starts randomly itching like mad. ACK! ACKACKACKACK!!! *scratches furiously...and very, very carefully*
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Tuesday, February 25, 2003
So, My Big Fat Greek Life was cute, but not great. Its possible that I'd like it more had I seen My Big Fat Greek Wedding, but even so, I doubt it would ever make my list of favorite shows.
However. Joey's signed on for six episodes, and his first one airs Sunday. Joey! On my telly! Being SNARKY! *cackles* I love CBS.
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Saturday, February 22, 2003
I love my boys, and Kipley loves her Boys, and we even love each other's boys. So, like any true boyband fan, we show our love by making fun of them. A lot. *snerk*
EtiolationGirl: dude. whoever decided that the american IWYB video needed to be partially in black and white, was so obviously a lance-hater
Golden Sunny Grl: lol
Golden Sunny Grl: why you say that
EtiolationGirl: its horrible, yo. they were still overbleaching his hair back then and his eyes have always been so so pale, so in black and white, he's just this this long, white, kind of human-shaped form
Golden Sunny Grl: lol
EtiolationGirl: and they're like, can we put him next to jc? who, y'know, looks incredible in black and white? can we please? and. ouch. its just cruel, yo.
Golden Sunny Grl: *petpet*
EtiolationGirl: and we're not even going into joey and his part-time-mafia look
Golden Sunny Grl: i like mafia joey
EtiolationGirl: i just picture him muttering things like "sleepin' with da fishes" and leaving horse heads in people's beds. altho, this is joey, so its was probably big toy horses that had been drenched in ketchup, but still.
Golden Sunny Grl: lol
EtiolationGirl: i love how i'm in denial that chris' hair is even happening
Golden Sunny Grl: lol Chris had bad hair
EtiolationGirl: chris had the worst hair ever. E-V-E-R. but you know he only did it to piss lou off. there's just no other fucking explanation. either that or it was revenge for the braces.
Golden Sunny Grl: a little of both maybe
EtiolationGirl: and between this and the euro version, you know justin won the Flamer of the Decade award. sweet jesus. he's gayer than jc, and c-baby flutters, so you know that took work
Golden Sunny Grl: lol lots of it
EtiolationGirl: he managed, tho. i'm telling you. Flaming Queen of the 90s, right there. no contest.
Golden Sunny Grl: yeah Nsync always did go for it in that sense
EtiolationGirl: yeah, they had no fear of looking gay. i think that might have been self-defense, tho. i think they had a meeting early on, and joey said, "guys. chris and i are the only ones who can pass for remotely straight, and i'm a drama kid, and chris has managed to hit 25 without actually going thru puberty, so what does that tell you? to make it, we're going to have to play it up. we'll be so fucking flaming that we can't possibly be gay!" and then they did.
Golden Sunny Grl: yeah they did and with style thats why Nsync slash was just inevitable
EtiolationGirl: indeed 8-)
Golden Sunny Grl: :-D that's why I had a hard time believing BSB slash
EtiolationGirl: because they were too gay to actually be gay?
Golden Sunny Grl: yeah
EtiolationGirl: i don't know if kev really put his heart into it the way the others did, tho. altho, that's probably better than the weird pedophile thing brian went with.....
Golden Sunny Grl: yeah Brian and Nick eek
EtiolationGirl: most especially brian-and-nick-sleeping-with-the-eighteen-year-old-spooning-the-thirteen-year-old
Golden Sunny Grl: that's just wrong but for some reason if it was howie instead of brian i don't see anything wrong with it
Golden Sunny Grl: because in my eyes nick has loved howie since they met but that's just me
EtiolationGirl: well, howie sweet and gentle and has always looked at nick with adoration, so even if he did spoon him when he was thirteen, it would've been all "oh my god, i'm holding him, i can die happy" and like, protective and stuff. with brian, its just creepy
Golden Sunny Grl: that's cause brian is creepy
EtiolationGirl: you've noticed that, too?
Golden Sunny Grl: of course he is just to damn "innocent"
EtiolationGirl: yes. exactly. you know he's like, secretly filming S&M porn with the local kids in his basement or something
Golden Sunny Grl: not going there
EtiolationGirl: its probably for the best
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Friday, February 21, 2003
My parents are going to meet Jen's parents tomorrow. Everyone's so enthused.
Well. I am, because I get to stay home and have Chinese, but. Everyone else? Hardcore channeling the anti-joy, yo.
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Wednesday, February 19, 2003
More of my bizarre delve into the world of RP fic is up at the LJ. It has a title, now, as do most of the little pieces.
Purchase
Nick, Not Nick (new)
Ah, Friendship (new)
The J Man (new)
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Tuesday, February 18, 2003
*blinks repeatedly* Blogger was bought by Google? I. I think I'm afraid.
In less worrisome, but possibly more disturbing news, I actually wrote something. I kind of like it. Apparently writing when I'm tired is a good thing. Who knew?
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So, um. It looks like I might be starting a NiMi fansite. And fanlisting. Possibly. Which is strange for me, because I've always been pretty liquid when it comes to RP pairings.
But. NiMi makes me warm and smiley, so we're going with it. And yes, I am a great big dork, thank you for noticing. ;p
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Sunday, February 16, 2003
I think I missed something crucial in the Driven: Lil Kim episode. One minute she's in school and engaged to some guy in jail...and then suddenly she's dropping out of school because her father remarried and moved to New Jersey and told her she wasn't moving with them....and then she's in love with Biggie Smalls. In between, there was some meandering commentary from friends, and a few commercials, but, um. Either I blacked out, or the Driven producers have begun smoking some serious crack.
Then again, I'd probably be smoking Grade-A shit, too, if I woke up to realize that my best episode featured *Nsync....
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Eeek. Kipley wants me to write something for her. Eeek.
(PS - I think I have a crush on Sammy Davis Jr. oO;; )
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Saturday, February 15, 2003
HOLY SHIT, I DID A NEW SKIN!!!
*peers* It, um. It might be ass.
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Friday, February 14, 2003
I got my neck cracked.
And we rented the original Ocean's 11.
And Noel got his Valentine.
And I am his only ever Valentine.
And that is so wrong.
And I love him so much.
And I miss Amelia.
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Thursday, February 13, 2003
We need to stop Joss. We need to. Because the fucker actually made me happy to see Angelus. There are not words for the wrongness of this.
Just, um. We're not going to actually stop him until after I get my Faith fix.
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Tuesday, February 11, 2003
Tired. Have a vague urge to Rentify something else. Mainly cause, um. Antonique Smith? So, so pretty. And...she's Mimi. Who I waffle between liking and disliking, but gets some really great lines, and. So pretty. Did I mention I was tired?
sounds like tiffany, "i saw him standing there"
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Monday, February 10, 2003
I, um. I appear to have rent!Joey-fied the domain. *coughs nervously* I, um. I'm thinking of making a little rent!Manley button to link to FroSo, cause Mark and Roger are best friends, and Mel and I are best friends, and, um. Well, see, what I mean is.... *flees*
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Friday, February 07, 2003
My Reel Nsync DVD finally came. Its funny, cause before I ordered it, none of the stores near me carried it, and then two days afterwards, it was everywhere.
Did I say funny? I meant "irritating as fuck."
It has a different package than the one in the stores, tho, and they included a lame Nsync psuedo-backstage pass thing, so I'm considering myself ahead.
And why is it my mother only asks me to do manual labor on days when she knows I haven't had any protein?
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Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side
Rainbows are visions
But only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we've been told and some choose to
Believe it
I know they're wrong wait and see
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
Look what it's done so far
What's so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see
Someday we'll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers the dreamers and me
All of us under its spell
We know that its probably magic
Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls
The young sailors
The voice might be one and the same
I've heard it too many times to ignore it
Its something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
- Kermit the Frog
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Tuesday, February 04, 2003
Not feeling so good today. Feel better than yesterday, but that's maybe not saying so much.
Later, I want to burn a couple CDs and tape 8 Simple Rules, but for now I think I'm going to make some soup and watch Ocean's 11. Lucy keeps churning out Rusty/Linus fic, and it makes me want to see it again. Love that movie. I want to be Brad Pitt in that, yo. Just...not if Lucy's writing it. No way I'm kissing Matt Damon. Eeew.
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Saturday, February 01, 2003
I'm currently trying to decide if I have no soul, or if I simply have a somewhat unusual survival instinct. Tragedies like the shuttle, which leave others in a flurry of discussion and posting, cease to worry me before the day is out.
Simply put? I don't care.
I've never felt anything very strongly except for despair, love, and occasionally fear. Everything else is brief and far away, and I've learned to deny what I can feel so that I can at least pretend to function. I'm still alive because I don't dwell on things. Which is ironic, yes, as living is the last thing I want to do, but as I seem to be stuck with it, I'm determined to make it as unhellish as I can.
Which isn't much. But its something.
So, fifteen minutes after I heard about the shuttle, I had ceased to care. The evening of the WTC attack, I'd had well beyond up-to-here of hearing of it. They don't touch me. I'm sorry if that's cold, but honestly, unless you knew someone who was lost in either incident, it doesn't touch you, either. You're just pretending it does. You're sympathizing. You think "oh, how awful" and you feel, in an attempt to connect, and support, regardless of whether or not you will ever meet anyone who it actually effects.
I don't feel it. I don't particularly want to. I. Don't. Care. And the more everyone focuses on these things, the gladder I am of it. And the more I wish I could make everyone else not care, too, so that we could shut the fuck up and move on. So I think, from now on, I'm going to take "heartless" as a compliment.
All having a heart does is make you cry. And I do that just fine on my own.
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