Beh. Beh beh and fucking BEH. Can we just kill everyone? Can we, please? I’ll go first.

And why am I always on AIM lately? I fucking hate AIM. But y’know, as soon as I turn on my computer, its there, begging me to login, UGH, fine, just go away. Its stupid to have, tho, I only ever talk to Amelia on it anyway, and she fucking has ICQ, but she’s never on, and lately neither am I. I log on for like, two seconds to see if Des is there, and then she’s not, and I shut it off cause I just can’t fucking deal with anyone else right now, and hello, Catherine, if you left it the fuck on, she might actually COME on and then you could talk to her, but oh, that would involve thought and effort, so nevermind.

And now I’m angry, and sad, and I don’t know why, and isn’t the entire point of taking this Sam-E stuff so that I’m not upset and in pain all the time? Fuck you. Fuck fuck fuck FUCK!!!