Went to see the new Bond flick today, as my mother laid down new carpet in my bathroom, and decided she needed a treat afterwards.

I enjoyed, and not just because we like Mr. Brosnan around here (and sweet jeez, we should all hope to look that good when we’re 51. Damn). There was also action! and oneliners! and cool gadgets! and an invisible car! and snarky Q! and Halle Berry doing a send-up to Ursula Andress! and lesbian fencer Madonna! and *squee* slashy Oriental boys!!

And okay, one of them was no longer Oriental when things started getting really slashy, but oh-my-stars, Zao and Colonel/Graves were SOINLOVE! And can I just say? I want my own Zao for Christmas. Nothing like an evil Korean boy with blue eyes and diamond chips embedded in his face who is soinlove with you to make for a bright and happy holiday season. ^^

sounds like justin timberlake, “senorita”

Once Michael and I have a joke, it just never dies, I swear.

Meow: jc is flaming gay, yo

Meow: ok, random, sorry

Andy: perfectly okay. and I thought we already knew he was a flamer.

Meow: this is true. but somehow he seems gayer now that he’s hanging out with tara reid. and like, the press so badly wants them to be going out, and jc is apparently oblivious to the fact that she’s a Really Hot Chick

Andy: yeah but then again he’s still harboring inappropiate thoughts about justins necklace.

Meow: *snicker* i love you

Andy: *hugs* what you doing?

Meow: sitting in disbelief of the fact that justin may in fact be more talented than jc

Andy: damn…….that’s um….hard to believe.

Meow: i mean, jc is still the one with The Voice…..but apparently he’s gone insane. i…..wait. did he record this when lance was away? because……okay, if we can just blame this on jc being on sex-withdrawal, i think i can accept it…..

Andy: it could very well be….but you never know. most pop stars are, by law, insane.

Meow: this is true. and jc has always been the one most likely to stare into the ceiling lights and go “oooh, pretty colors” during an interview

Andy: *lmao* yeah. he always did seem pretty …..out there.

Meow: yeah. when he’s actually there mentally, he’s funny and violent. the rest of the time, you expect him to squeal, “oh! shiny!” and latch onto someone’s piercing.

Andy: never let him go anywhere near rappers

Meow: *lol* dude, maybe that’s what happened to justin’s so-called necklace

Andy: jc probably has it hoarded away. holding it lovingly calling it his precious.

Meow:*cackles* and like, the guys kept stopping outside his bunk and going, “C? who ya talking to?” and he’d yelp and shove it under his blankets before sticking his head out and giving them the wide-innocent eyes and telling them he was working on a song.

Andy: *roflmao* yes we have just discovered what would happen if golum’s family hadn’t died out.

Meow: “LOL* that’s great. One Bling to Rule Them All. fuck me.

I always seem to be the most reluctant to make a splash page when a layout REALLY fucking needs one. Like, if it will fit on 800+, I’ve got that splash done in two seconds. If you absolutely require 1024 and nothing else, or the site will look like complete ass and probably be unnavigatable…forget it. I will procrastinate like the wind…assuming I ever get around to doing one at all.

Which doesn’t make any sense, really, because its not like a splash needs to be special. All it actually needs is to state the requirements for the site, and let you in. I think I’m just a tool….

My insides feel all thick and gooey. I’m all heaving and tarlike at the same time, and I’m not making any sense, but this is what happens when I try to explain it. I’m sick inside with wanting to cry, and sick with not wanting to cry, and I think I hate myself for both. This isn’t supposed to be happening yet, its only November, but no one else listens to me, so why should I?

I think that if you cut me open, I could finally cry. But I’m also pretty sure no one would have the kindness to actually let me die, so really, what’s the point?