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Permalink Dear diary, I want to kill, and you have to believe its for more than just selfish reasons….
Altho, I’d settle for maiming and dismemberment, and I’m pretty sure it is in fact solely for selfish reasons, but I’d be hailed as a hero anyways, so does it really matter in the end?
Argh. I keep going Heathers lately, which is fine, whatever, it was a shaping influence in my life, so I’m not expecting it to dry up and die, but everytime I feel loony or pissed lately, Winona fucking Ryder starts doing a voice-over in my head. *twitches*
And isn’t the whole point of using the “with password only” security option on ICQ so that you don’t start up one day and find that your primary fucking number has just disappeared? Or am I on an entirely new kind of crack?
Permalink Ok, so what the hell was that?!?! I mean, I knew going in that Valentine was bad. I remember watching the ads and thinking, “That really looks like something that could’ve been good, and then wasn’t.” And Amelia actually saw the damn thing in the theaters, and I seem to recall her main reaction being, “Just….don’t.”
But the book was actually pretty good. I mean, it wasn’t gripping, but it was entertaining, and you weren’t totally sure who the psycho former-nerd was until he stood before the last girl and went, “Hey! Gonna kill ya now.” None of which can be said about the film. Which I don’t think is actually based on the book, anyway. I mean, half the names are wrong, the pacing is wrong, the background is wrong, the murders are wrong….it really shoud’ve said, “Based loosely on a vague recap that we heard a few years back from a friend that we don’t talk to anymore.”
And can I just say, that while yes, I do get the point of giving the killer nosebleeds, it would’ve been so much more convincing if he’d gotten them when he was younger, as well. Just, y’know. Continuity. >,
Permalink Aaaaaaaaand we’re back! *twitches violently* Its always fun when the domain goes on the blink, isn’t it, kids? Yeah, whatever.
I’m thinking of changing the decor. I mean, I really like the Claire-ness, and it looks cool, but I just kind of want it to be something else. I only have vague ideas, tho, and creativity is not my dearest friend when I get depressed.
And if someone could explain to me why I bought the new Buffy mag mere days after swearing off Joss’ shows for good, I’d….hmm? Whazzat? James Marsters? Oh…..yeah, he does have that effect, don’t he?
Permalink Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I may not forget you.
– Dorothy Parker
Permalink No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it’s like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
No one knows what it’s like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren’t as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That’s never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
And if I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
And if I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it’s like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
The Who, “Behind Blue Eyes”
Permalink I’m pretty sure “father” is just a really nice way of saying “fuckwad.”
He’s got a wife, who is kind, and pretty and apparently loves him, and is one of the sweetest, happiest people to ever live. He’s got three kids, all in relative good health, two of whom are out of his hair for good, seem to be happy, and are involved in serious relationships. He’s got four siblings who are all also in good health, and for some unfathomable reason like him. He’s got a nice house, a neat little car, and all sorts of cool little models and figures that he so loves to paint and put together.
As far as I can see, his only real problems are me, and the fact that he’s never happy with anything. And he apparently thinks a different house will solve all his problems. Like if he lives somewhere else, he suddenly won’t be old as fuck anymore, and his circulation problems and his diabetes with just clear up, and the doctors will suddenly be intelligent, and his faboo wife and his nice siblings and his (mostly) happy kids will just magically be enough for him.
Yeah, well, guess what, old man? You don’t know fuck-all about being unhappy, and you REALLY don’t know shit about getting happy. When you’ve gone from hard laughter to tears in the span of three minutes, or spent a hundred dollars in one day trying to cheer yourself up after a near-breakdown, then we can talk problems and whether or not material goods ever solve anything. But until then, SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.
Permalink Remind me to never EVER watch anything spawned by Joss Whedon ever again.
Permalink WHOO! Caught the SuperBowl halftime show with my ‘rents. Yayayayayayayay!! U2 fucking rules, alright? Which, yes, I’ve known for some time, but Bono’s voice is so many kinds of gone and they still rule everything, so HA!
Interestingly, my mom forgot Larry’s name, but remembered me mentioning that Bono’s jacket has had an American flag on the inside pretty much since 9/11. Or maybe its just interesting to me because I had such a damn crush on Larry back in the day, and I tend to babble a lot when I get entranced by someone. Altho, now that I think on it? Even while I had the so-called crush, it was all about Edge. He’s just…he’s my hero.
Permalink I’m most like Daria:
Daria is the poster child for “teen misfit,” and holds in high contempt what she sees as the shallowness and superficiality of the world around her. She is also cynical — though she’d say she’s “realistic” — and mistrustful of authority, and doesn’t hesitate to make her opinions known when she sees fit. She has a talent for writing, a sharp intellect, an even sharper tongue (her sarcasm could cut tempered steel), and a wit so dry it makes the Sahara look like a rain forest.
Which Daria Character are You Most Like?
Permalink Hey…have y’ever noticed, in The Wish, when Vamp Xander and Vamp Willow go the Bronze, the unconscious girl being fed on outside is Faith?
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